I am madly, hopelessly and irreversibly in love with my perfect, wonderful self, and there’s nothing that this stupid, sadistic world can do about it. *

—Rikka 21:53

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To her millions of followers, she is awesum_v0m1t: a webcam model, chess master, and digital goddess who fulfills every desire from the glow of her bedroom.

To herself, she is Rikka: a ghost haunting the desolate Icelandic countryside, a body whose only purpose is to serve the perfect soul she has created online. For Rikka, the real world is a barren simulation she is forced to endure. Her online persona isn't a performance; it's her only authentic self, the truest form of love she has ever known.

There is only one logical escape from the prison of her body: a final, irreversible act of self-erasure. But as she plots her ascension, the outside world begins to glitch through the screen. A sadistic online stalker wants to own more than her image, an elderly chess coach offers a connection she can't comprehend, and gruesome nightmares threaten the serene godhood she has built.

Rikka is on a collision course with her own creation, forced to discover which self truly deserves to survive.


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